The Chart...

So the L word creators are introducing a new online facet... "the chart" coming soon to www.ourchart.com. The question is, how much of this will end up spurning more lesbian drama... and how many bar fights will break out due to one little website... Hmmmmm.... we shall see...

Don't forget to add yourself... Hell this might be the best way to hook up with that one night stand that was as good in bed as "Papi"....

NEW SEASON!!!!

So tonight was the premeire of the fourth season of the L word... What the fuck.... The whole show was essentially Shane (super fucking hottness) walking around drunk and strung out on coke...

Why the hell do lesbians have to be so fucked up... In reality thats not how we actually all are... Well yes the chart applies applicably across the board and every community has at their Shanes & Papi's, we also have our extras that never make the major waves...

My life would never merit a script anywhere near comparable to the L word... Hell me and my friends spent the night at home counting down to this premiere making dinner and cuddling kitty cats... Searching craigslist for new apartments (found a great lead with only one catch... no cooking meat at the house).

At one point I believed that my life needed to be of showtime quality to validate my lesbianness but now i realize otherwise and i am ecstatic...

On other fronts things are getting complicated at work... I had a sitting today that is pretty much the 2007 version of the brady bunch crossed with the osbournes... it gave birth to photographic genius... However theres tension abound at work with conflicts regarding hours and whether or not expectations of sales averages are realistic. Theres a higher up position in my studio that might be about to open up and i'm thinking that perhaps i should go after it... While it will be a lot more time and require me to cut back school to part time. It might be an amazing oppourtunity, hell i would make more a year than my formal employer with out a college degree. I have the experience and i have the vision of what the studio could be under the right guidance and operation...

On that note i'll be off to dress my favorite fat cat in a pink polo shirt... oddly enough i am amused and satisfied that this is NOW my life...

It's been awhile...

Wow its been awhile since I've actually blogged... Its been crazzy busy with christmas rush at work and finals at school... But the good news is that I aced my classes and i'm officially core staff at work... and I've been dubbed the official rockstar of the studio with my kickass sales average and stellar photography... (a girl can't always be modest can she?)...

So Christmas has come and gone and it amazes me how much everything has changed. I'm so far away from where i was a year ago and i dont just mean miles. Coming home is one of the greatest things I have done. I've become super close with my sister, found one of the best friends i could ever have, started my life with K.... and finally become the person i gave lipservice to all these years.

But I still miss Chicago... I was in hallmark the other day and saw the card i gave stinky last year for valentines day... I miss the hell out of stinky and feel like i lost one of the best parts of my life... But i also know that i couldn't keep living my life for someone elses child.

I also miss Slinkster... And the crazzzzzzzzzzzzy nights out on the town... the gay boys and blue liquor... but at the same time theres something to be said for my quiet calm life... I like renting movies and spending quiet nights at home... playing board games with friends and drinking diet coke at perkins.

It proves that different isn't always better... sometimes its just different... And i can't say i'm always happy, but i am content and on the right path for happy ever after. And living with bipolar that is just gonna have to be good enough...

Its crazy cause this blog was started with the idea of documenting all the crazy events i found myself in day to day... but now lifes not so crazzy... believe me there are still moments that i think to myself "what the fuck" but its not as insane as it used to be and i'm ok with that...

soundtrack...

Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits:	Acoustic #3- goo goo dolls/ semi charmed kinda life-
Waking up:	little plastic castles- Ani difranco
Average day:	Something More- Sugar land
First date:	Laid- James
Falling in love:	Digame- Anna Nalick/ the promise- tracy chapman
Love scene:	Both Hands - Ani Difranco
Fight scene:	Toxicity- System of a down
Breaking up:	I miss you (aucoustic)- incubus/ Beloved Wife Natalie merchant
Getting back together:	Bring it on home- (?)
Secret love:	the weakness in me- joan armatrading/ Lips of an Angel- Hinder
Life's okay:	Seasons of Love- Rent
Mental breakdown:	Stolen Sidewalks- Biff Naked
Driving:	Wide Open Spaces- Dixie Chicks
Learning a lesson:	Dont Stop Believing- Journey
Deep thought:	Never saw Blue like that- Shawn Colvin
Flashback:	God Bless the Broken road- Rascal flatts
Partying:	God is a DJ- Pink/ because of you- kelly clarkson
Happy dance:	Remix of Sweet Caroline
Regreting:	Bring on the Rain- Jodee Messina
Long night alone:	Strong enough by sheryl crowe
Death scene:	heres to the night by eve six
Closing credits:	100 years- five for fighting
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What did you

So the other day i was sitting in bed with my partner drinking a diet coke, she asked if i had heard about the protest in columbia regarding the construction of a new coke bottling factory... the people of columbia were protesting because of the amount of enviromental damage coca-cola has done to other countrys. so today i decided to do a little more research and found out that colleges and universitys across the country are boycotting coke for human rights violations and enviromental devastation....

CHECK IT OUT!!!!! http://www.killercoke.org

so next time you pop open a coke think about what it REALLY cost...

On that note i'm off to grab a pepsi.

WOW!

So this week i got a job... I am now officially a childrens photographer again... I filled out the application thursday, interviewed friday and started saturday.with in 10 minutes i was getting smiles, within an hour i was posing and within 3 hours i had the camera in my hands and was good to go... End of the day my manager pulled me off for paperwork and looked at me and said "I'm not paying you enough, your amazing" and there was my first raise on my first day.

But truthfully its not about the money... its about how much i love doing this. how great it feels to be in the camera room with the lights flashing. to be posing people and making memories... I forgot how much i loved this job... and how good i am at it.

K also found a new job friday and she is working on a political campaign for a group of canidates i support 10000%. although she does have an interview for a better paying job at the same mall i work at tomorrow. It would make life a hell of a lot simpler if we both worked at the same place... but all and all things are really shaping up right now.

Schools also going great... I had my counseling skills review today and i passed with flying colors...only 7 more weeks left of the semester!